1:01 PMTuesday, September 30, 2008
Hello peeeeps!
im not gonna post ANYTHING.
just gonna write exam timetable (siliang blog de)
Yea. i nothing to do so i hope he dont mind! ;X
Byeee. *good luck to your exams ALL!*

Exams ;Damn!
ENGLISH paper1
ENGLISH paper2
MATHS paper1
MATHS paper2
SCIENCE paper1
SCIENCE paper2
CHINESE paper1
CHINESE paper2
HISTORY
LITERATURE
ART
D&T
3:14 PMMonday, September 29, 2008
Hellos! :D
English paper today & its FISHing hard lahs -_-!
God Damn! Those i say hard ones all my friends say easy.. (vice-versa)
LOL. Shyt man! maybe cause i bo study for them bahs t(-.-t)

Anyway...
aft exams went out with Junhao,SzeHui,Vernasa,Heidi& Zhenghao.
Went to NorthPark and play lor. (Blindmice cum Marco-polo)
played for like 2hrs? (include eating)
Wadda Fishes?!?! Wasted those time but at least i didnt come home playing comp :X
i rather enjoy time with them to build friendship! :S
I wanna try to stop playing GAMES. i did not say COMPUTER! muahaha :D

Wanna study call me!
96194258! ;D
i put my phone number cause i know you guys man!
haha. i trust you wont prank call yea.
i nth to write le so byeeeee!
4:21 PMSaturday, September 27, 2008
Heyyo!
Currently quite happy :D
Trying to do my Art but no inspiration!
i have no idea on how to do the mindmap -_-!
& tt shyt Janice alrdy finish her art prep work. t(-.-t)

Talked to Junhao,SzeHui,Vernasa&ZhengHao Ytd.
one conversation, one messy chatbox.
Lawls! all i can say is tt its fxcking fun man!.
enjoyed myself! at least a 80%

aiyoyoooo!
Im fxcking bored. (Now)
Later going out to eat cause Dad's B'day :D
i didnt even know its his b'day :S
I dont know my mum's b'day either! :X
yea lahs..
so i didnt get my dad a present. SHYT!.
but i gib him a long wished kiss from ME! (lawls!!!!)
He always jealous i kiss my mum & nt him. BLEH.
used to hate him mahs. so bo bian lor :/
i guess i didnt do much so im off!
Byeeee!
6:11 PMFriday, September 26, 2008
hello peoples.
cut-ed my hand. Done&over with! :D
lazy to cut more lahs. just so lazy tt 2/5 appears.
DAM! bytch-ing boring! ):
im lazy. im bored. GIVE ME STUFFS TO DO MAN!
dad is home currently so i didnt get to train my Private server..
Sian dao t(-.-t)
Exams are coming & yet im not even studing/revising. Fxck :/
anyone can study& teach me? ):
i know its fxcking late to do all this but at least i know some right? :X
Someone please teach me maths!! (weiting/jess if possible! :S)

God damn.
Siliang ar siliang. you're nt to blame for all kk? :D
im responsible for my aactions& not you. dont blame yourself kk?
if you still blame yourself im NOT going to fiend/talk to you huhs!
&Junhao..
im sorry tt i always make you.
please forgive my fxcking actions!
i dont mean it cause i find tt you're the best guy in the world.
so friendly& kind. (weiting might nt agree:X )
and one last thingy is tt..
I WILL KEEP YOUR SECRET ;a secret! :}

i miss her alot ):
so much! i guess she is preparing for her exams.
*sighhhs. HATE MYSELF!
我还没有忘了她.. ;她忘我了吗?
i just cant resist to forget her..
love is just such a burden :{
weiting ar weiting!.
i know you love him lah.. Go for it bahs?!
like you said, i doubt he forgotten you!
Go aft him. i rly wish you 2 will be tgt. *sighhs*
love is always like tt! GRRRR. FXCK!

;i wish i can have her back.
7:21 PMThursday, September 25, 2008
sorry peoples.
im nt in a good mood just recently.
RECENTLY as in like few mins ago.

i tried to help a friend but i have to go online.
go into maple private server which my parents dont allow.
when i go in and ask..
my dad scolded things like.. (converted into english)
-like tt call asking things ar?
-come into game and chat is ask ar..

&& course is irritating which i hate!
then i just got fuperly angry ):
and like replied bck in a fxcking tone.
i used to hate him 100% but i accepted him.
but now i feel very guilty and i wanna cry at this instance.
my dad went out to eat like very sad like tt..
i feel like crying lah stupid duncan.
ASSHOLE! ccb. hate myself lahs! D:

&Siliang.
im really super duper fuper sorry tt i always give you attitude(s).
i treated you like a word/punching bag & you gotta bear them.
the words tt harm peoples.. you dont sscold me instead you confort me.
im really very happy tt i got a friend like you.
one tt is like weiting but abit lousier lahs :X
;weiting 101%. you 100%
but im really sorry for all the words tt might hurt you.
forgive me please ..
thnks for being such a understanding friend like weiting.
Thanks& Sorry.

i hate myself so much tt i wanna cut my hand once again.
im sorry weiting. i somehow break the promise.
the promise to cut my hand.
so sorry yea. but im really very depress at the moment..
i ant stand it! sorry peoples.
BYE
7:05 PMMonday, September 22, 2008
Heyya peoples.
im not feeling very hyper/happy..
i dont have the feeling anymore! ):
i have to write this now cause my jie go out.
&i feel tt i will cry aft writing this post..
For me; its a very sad thing to bear to write it all down(achivement of course)

Hey girl, i miss you alot...
why arent you online in MSN nowadays? is it just me or you avoiding me.
i miss the feeling talking to you? you always will comfort me but now you're gone.
i feel so lonely.. i feel like crying in class nowadays & course i cant!
i dont want people to care for me yet i dont a least bit for them.
i feel tht im losing everyone cause of my temper ):
its all because of you & yet i feel i cant blame it all on you!
maybe its good but of course everything contain bad.
im crying alrdy but i just cant stop ): NOBODY CARES ANYMORE.
We enjoyed a blissful 1year tgt but everything had to end so quickly...
bacsue you think tt your exams are failing, you quitted games ):
&& thats when i tried my best to smile. not to let anyone know i have any problems
but i just cant stand it when a period i cried every EVERY night.
i cry my hearts out/content & i give a BIGGG smile to school.

i dont want all this to happen but its all fated?
im trying my FXCKING best to maintain everything i can change.
my studies, attitude towards everything.
im even giving in to my SISTER. i hate this life and i guess i have to change it!
well, weiting told me smth tt i felt very good to me?
if you think your losng everything, then you gt to earn it back!
you got to change everything!
& now im trying to change it and i hope everything will go bck to normal..
without you in my mind? all i think is how you look likes?
i cant concentrate in class.. im NOT EVEN LISTENING NOW.
i feel tt im nt apart of THEM?
i look like a pathetic bastard trying the fking nubest to be a "paikia" ?
im stupid. im nt smart neither bad? i guess i rather change eveything.

i will study from now onwards.
although i know im going to NA but i guess i can at least strt a new leaf?
i have to suffer with the idoits. the paikias' .
i guess its all meant to be. im nt smart and im trying to be one?
i guess here and there. it all shows im such a fxcking noob.
i fxcking know tt YOU reading this will treat me as a friend.
cause i treat you as one and i hope you'll appreciate it..

Chunyin&Weiting.
thnks alot. i really SMILE when im with you guys.
im now crying for joys tt i rmb smiling with you guy(s)
chunyin helped me today and i really wish i can thanks him LOTS! :D
Weiting, i really love you as a chatting partner.
one tt i can face/talk to. one tt makes me free from my "prison"
really love you much as a friend.
THANKS *imaginary huggie*

this i know. but now; YOU KNOW!
so just keep quiet & nt let anyone else know kk? :D
byeee.
5:11 PMFriday, September 19, 2008
Hello peeeps! :D
lend a chinese book from MS SIAH lao shi :/
i dunno if ill read it but i try to kk!!
i trying my best in everything hoping it will be at the best.
but i dunno lahhhhhh. -_-!
my life is like turning up-sidey-DOWN!.
everything is going badd. veryy very bad! ):
i just feel tt nothing is going my way yea...
EVERYONE HATES ME

i dont feel any care lah please.. they dont even care/understand about me.
today in chinese lesson wanted to cry lah then feel like nt worth it lor!!
so ask ms siah can i go toliet wash myself up then came bck class && SMILE! (:
i think im just a worth-less junk! ;imma idoit..
Hating me is the right chioce kk. i dont cherish what i got.
i take things just for like granted. ALI-BABA.
just hope everything go perfectly bahs ):

please show some care &concern. I NEED THEM TO GROW!
i wanna be a grown up child. not a fxcking cry-baby.
im SICK. sick of people calling me names!
they call me DONT CAN.
whats wrong, i have my feelings ok D:
please lahs. think of others before your guys say tt. IT HURTS ME FK-TARDS.
got so many songs that i thought of is very fuxking touching!.

i rmb them ytd and now GONE/blank in my head. -_-!!
Shyyt. but just listen to some songs carefully kk? :D
they have deep deep meaning inside them.
if i rmb i twell you all kk? :S
i no mood to write ANYWAY thing.
WO HE WEITING DE FRIENDSHIP IS HAO DAO BU DE LIAO! ;P
i pei her to bus-stop then jay-walk bck to my bus-stop lahs. so LAME -_-
i told her tt but then she dont wan so i apply tt to me lor.
Stupid fxcking idoit XIAOPANG!
why take away mwe seat ):
i enjoy my current seat yet you DESTROYED IT!
FUCK YOUR MUM UPSIDE DOWN LAH YOU.
(FYI; if i use the word "FUCK" in proper speeling, it means im FXCKING ANGRY)
stupid xiaopang. i wish he heatstroke lahs.
then too fat cannt move in hospital then blood cannt move then DIE!
*sigh* i guess i have NOTHING else to say abt le bahs?
haha :/
byeeeeeeeeee! :D


*oh yea. siliang, CALL MWE*
i dont mind your voice fxck-gly ok? :D
JUST CALL MWE!.
6:45 PMSunday, September 14, 2008
hellos.
i dont have much time so im going to write out BRIEF post :X
well. ytd huhs..
went to school.. ALAMAK, why -.-!
Sat is suppose to be a time to RELAXXXXX. no homewrk, JUST GAMES!!.
but anyway, went to school for maths remedial loh.
3class in 1 AVT. wad the fishes! went late cause woke up late then no space.
but lucky my friend SO CALLED leave a space for me luh. HENG ARS.
If i late abit more hor, i sit on the floor liaos :O *phewww!!~*
aft tt go xiaopang(yongjun) hse to history project then NO MORE! :D
go bus-stop with benjamin then i bus-ed home.
yea la.. then the rest of the day i dont wan talk lahs; they all crap liao de.

well..
today, events are PACKED!! zomg.
superb-ly pack lahs. pack to the fullest :/
firstly, went to cousin's chinese wedding! very funny lahs.
my mum cant go so my dad take the role of a woman and drink the tea (respect)
haha. my cousin gt a room like gaming room! super duper fuper rich!
3cousin, 3 COMP! Fxcking rich lah!. *eyes widened* T.T
yea loh. they playing cabal. all super high levels. one i know is 120. WOW! >:O
somemore is women neh. 2women,1man. they play cabal tgt. *envious!*
yea lor, aft tt went home short while then go to another cousin's bday.
his name is called BRYAN! :D nice name right.
His moher is dunno wad singapore's dunno wad pretty lady de.
she very rich, VERY PRETTY :O
yea lah. eat le then go play comp. (cant play habbo)
then yea lahs. finish singing session then HOME!!!!
&& now currently blogging lor :D
but now i finished my post so..
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
7:00 PMSaturday, September 13, 2008
heyhey.
some lost info from the previous post.
i went to my bro's NS passing out parade and is like NICE+boring :O
Lawllls. dont care but enjoyed myself! :D
6:25 PM
heyyo peoples! *waveeeeee*
im back to posting long long crap,
so if you dont like to read long posts, get outta here :D

I shall start off with my post with some scolding.
Wesley, stop giving me fxcking attitude.
i can NOT stand up with those stupid words/phrase of yours.
Sometimes you happy you friend& talk to me.
you not happy, you scold me? WAD FXCK. i your word-bag ar? ccb.
sometimes you scold me i dont mind but my attitude changed.
i HATE you!~ i'm not the Duncan you used to know.
i dont friend you anymore.. I'hv changed, YOU'hv changed.
you dont study&& try to stab a paikia.
you wax your hair like FXCK. scold bad words...
FRIENDSHIP CANNOT BE TRUSTED;
NEITHER CAN IT BE FORCED.
no feeling, NO FEELING. dont ask for it back..
Wadeverrr. i dont care abt you anymore.
im getting on with my post.

Hmms. ytd is the only day i can rmb! -.-
Hmm, lets start from AFTER school.
i got detention with Benjamin& Zhigao& Guowang. LOL!!~
the reason was because we stay back in class during recess :X
then suay suay we get caught by OM. *sighs*
so we go detention stand infront iof general office for 1hr lor :/

we gt like 3hrs to freetime before the performance.
so happy!!! :D *clappppp*
ME&& Wesley& Roy& Zunjie& ZhengHao& Calvin& Vernasa& Heidi will be referred as WE.
aft the detention, i went to look for WE :O
then played the volleyball with heidi&vernasa. (passing)
then zunjie pei me go eat at kopotiam :D
i ate mixed vegetable rice (菜饭) total about $2.
then arhs, have to treat zunjie cause he pei me.(contract) LOL stupid :3

then WE go to volleyball court and i waitied for them to finish playing luhhs.
then WE saw wilbert so we went back to school tgt lor.
we went to buy drinks then went to basketball court! [[:
they played with the paikias then their score is like... (2-27)??
they so noob luhs! the paikia fr basketball cca de mahs -.-!
they had to forfeit as they lost then LATE LAHS. Baka peoples :X
went bck to school then moved the instrument to the porch? o.o
while waiting for bus.. went to the paino :D
learnt paino from raina (1 song nia; D.grayman's song)
currently still learning but gt slight idea luhhs
7:03 PMSaturday, September 6, 2008
Hello.
im bored.
VERY BORED..

i miss the old of me.
i have changed so much. (attitude)
i dunno much about life. miserable :/
what can we do?
NOTHING; we just go with the flow..
i have nth to write about so i talk crap :S

PLAYED HABBO WHOLE DAY (awesome acheivement.)
Janice pulled me to play and im tiny bit acdictted :}
yeaps.. so now i just hover around habbo! :O
wasting my precious time& i hate tht! :[
i think i go liao.. totally nth to write about pleaseeee~
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
2:59 PMMonday, September 1, 2008
YOOOOOOOOOOOO~
i dunno what can i do lahs -_-
super-ly BORED.. 我没有事作..
maple patch-ing till 2.30 but till now dtill cant DL. *sighs!!*
sat went to friend's bday BBQ && its super duper fuper fun manzxzx :D
played water bomb then something funny tt caused my cut at my toe.
i swim swim half-way rmb its 7mth then i faster climb out of the pool & run to my friends.
my expression and action SUPER FUNNY LAHS!
i run run then my toe knock TOE-ON onto the drain "barrier" then BOOOMM *disaster*
leg deep cut + bleed like fcuking lot. :'{ didnt cry cause nt very pain :S
anyway.. tht BBQ only my siyuan's friend come. no relatives then i find weird weird de.
the father order'ed from bbq dunno where then you ownself cook at pit lor.
everyone snatching the sotong. LOL!!!~ super funny luuuhhhs!
all standing at the pit looking at the sotong. the sotong like tomyum flavour de :O
then very nice. but i prefer the sausages. very nice flavour but i dunno wad lai de :S
then aft we eat HALF full then the dad let us cook ourself le.
then i gib the -_- face to siyuan cause i scared his food -10stars de. LOL
ltr nt cooked how?!?! we stomach ache then i cry le T.T
but in the end; its ok and NICEEEEEEEEE :D
then we eat until 11++ (i didnt know my stomach so..WOW)

when going home i stand outside the gate waiting for my dad to come.
then i rmb his house is next to cemetery. ZOMG -_-!
super-ly scary + creepy la.. then afew while no car pass by the road then like ...
ZOMG. LMFGAO. (laugh my fcuking god ass out) so scared -_____________-
but got the secrurity pei wo so abit okok :/
yea lah. like tt then i stopposting le lah.
okok. BYE PEOPLES :D
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee