9:13 PMTuesday, June 3, 2008
HELLOS *wave*
MOSTLY FACING WEITING ~.~
Dunno wads wrong with me; people just hate me...
Sometimes they treat me good; for their own purpose..
When can i reject their kindness; for myself.
i hate my family. They always treat me COLD-LY; i feel so left out
Currently, i sleep with jiejie but she wans a rm ALL to herself ):
she wans to throw me out of the room; although she failed, cause korkor going to ARMY.
Is my attitude very wrong?
why ppl hate me yet they talk to me??
wad hve i done wrong to make them HATE me???
all i could say is..
i'm useless; NO TALENTS. NO FRIENDS. NTH GOOD...
Parents ALWAYS compare me to my FKING IDOIT neighbour.
So wad if he plays the paino. I HATE THT, ANYHING WRONG WITH THT !?
So wad if he is MUCH smarter than me. I'M STUPID; COMPLETE IDOIT.
WADS SO GOOD ABOUT HIM ?!?! i think he's FORCED to learn the paino.
IMAGINE ME FORCED TO DO SMTH. nobody likes it..
I'M POSTING THIS USELESS CRAP cause
nth happened and i wan to ask everyone tht read my blog a question..
AM I HATED BY YOU ? IF SO PLS STOP READING THIS BLOG AND SLAP YOURSELF.
STOP ACTING INFRONT OF ME AND GET A LIFE.
DONT USE ME FOR YOUR FKING PURPOSE.
*except the ppl dunno me in real life* ==" (scared get influcenced, eg; xuanhui)
i'm gonna stop here; and i dont wan to be the useless fool i ever wan to be anymore.
i'm gonna get the out of my lifeless jail.
i'm gonna be myself. FORGETING THE FKING PAST.
and this time, DONT USE ME.
P.S i'm nt in a good mood. pls dont make me sad anymore...
