9:13 PMTuesday, June 17, 2008
Hello ppls..
i wanna ask you guys this qn.
DO YOU LIKE YOUR FATHER ?
my answer if you wanna know is this => NO
I HATE HIM TO THE CORE. he treats me like a maid.
i nvr liked him. I'hv beared with it much much.
even my brother cant and he LAST TYM became a paikia.
then after that, my parents gave up and love him much mre.
MUST I DO THE SAME. to become a bad boy. DEFY THEM
i dont wan to. I DONT DARE... i'm just too timid. NT A MAN AT ALL
i dont like myself. i hate myself.. ALL OF YOU PPL SAY NT TO BE SO SAD.
BUT CAN YOU NT BE SAD WHEN YOUR DAD FORCE YOU TO DO THIS AND THAT ?!
WELL, I CANT. YOU PPL CAN NVR UNDERSTAND ME.
i AM TRYING MY BEST. BUT I JUST CANT BEAR IT.
BUT I CANT STAND UP TO HIM EITHER.
THEN WAD AM I SUPPOSE TO DO ???
I REALLY DUNNO..
i'm strting to fall deep into my world of lonely-ness.
nobody actually feel the pain.
THE MISERY.
THE ONLY FRIEND I HAVE IS THE COMPUTER; MY ONLINE FRIENDS
do you ppl actually FRIEND ME.
THIS SUCKS. YOU GUYS ONLY TRY TO BE FRIENDS.
YOU USE ME. I DUNNO WHY BUT I JUST FOLLOW.
i wanna be myself. MYSELF
i hate myself.. I'M SRY
i'm a lousy friend. i dont meet up to your expectation.
I AM NT FIT TO BE A FRIEND OF YOURS.
forget me..
