8:11 PMWednesday, March 26, 2008
hello ppls.
i just found out today tht i'm nt just a JINX, i'm a LEFT-OUT BOY too.
ppls dont care about me.
i dunno have i make the right choice of friends.
i dunno have i went to the wrong path.
i dunno when i will be dead.
i dunno. i dunno alot. I DUNNO ALOT OF THINGS !!
I WAN TO NOE ALL THE THINGS I'HV DONE !!
i hate myself. why are ppl so good to me but i neglect their care.
I HATE MYSELF. ppl ignore, the mre i care for them.
I HATE MYSELF. ppl care for me, the mre i neglect them.
I DUNNO IF I SHOULD OR SHOULD NT CARE.
I WAN TO NOE EVERYTHING.
even if i have to pay the price of my life. I WAN TO NOE !
if there is 1day tht i can live for 1 day of everything and die,
I DO IT. I WAN TO NOE EVERYTHING SO THT I CAN CORRECT MYSELF.
nobody cares for me. nobody ciorrect me. NO BODY LIKE ME.
i feel so hopeless. ANYONE CAN CARE FOR ME PLS ?!
I CANNT TAHAN ANYMORE. I DONT WAN TO SUFFER IN THIS WORLD.
EVERYONE HATES ME AND I HATE THOSE WHO LOVE ME.
I'M SO USELESS.
SO HOPELESS.
